It's Me

To hell with my pride coz tonight I want to cry!!!

"Do not stop your lives," he (Morrie) told them.

"Otherwise, this disease will have ruined three of us instead of one."

- Tuesdays with Morrie

Confession

Depression Buster:

♀ Cup of brewed coffee

♀ TV

♀ Internet

♀ Texting

♀ Masticating

Favorite Expression:

♀ Whoopsie Daisies

♀ Talaga?

♀ Noh?

♀ Maanad Ra Ka

Guilty Pleasures:

♀ Chocolates

♀ Cakes

♀ Macaroni Salad

♀ Coffee

Recent Horrible Experience:

♀ I carelessly send a text message to somebody else… wahehehe it was shameful

Quirkiest Trait:

♀ Sleep all day and all night

♀ Masticating a box of raisins

♀ Watching cartoons

Typical Day for Me:

♀ Bathe my pets Jazzy and Miggy

♀ Fixing my place

♀ Reading books

♀ Net browsing

Unknown Fact about Me:

♀ I hate perfumes

♀ I get cranky easily

♀ I eat rice a lot

♀ I can stay awake for like 3 days…

JHOANNEH WHO

I was once a shy girl-next-door in a remote town of Cebu. I don’t like to be in one place for too long. Discovering new places, new ways of life, new food, and new friends is what I love most. Knowing new faces taught me how to be more friendly and open. I love nature. It’s empowering. Before I was so scared to go out and talk to anyone but when I’ve met new friends I found out that I didn’t really like rotting myself at home. I need to be out.

I probably wouldn’t be very happy when I was at home. I am just so dying to go out and experience life. I spent half of my life being a loner. So I think it’s time for me to explore the world now.

FASHION THING

I like something I’m comfortable with and nothing too much that is so trendy. I go for jeans and comfy nice top.

SLEEP! SLEEP! SLEEP!

I may say that sleeping is my way of running from my real world. And I get up quite late – I can even sleep the whole day.

About me

So what’s with me? They used to call me “geek” but not because I’m a genius or whatsoever but because I just look like one. I’m not good at combing my hair honestly that’s why my dad does that for me (he used to do that for me way back in grade school). I don’t play with my classmates because I’d rather want to stay at my desk and be alone. And I’m a little weird, that’s what they say well I just don’t know why they say so. I’m obsessed with anime and creating manga (though I’m not really good at it). I’m an introvert. I have my own world where I play the lead role. I act, I cry and I pretend. I’m insane. I cursed my existence. I write things about my life and changes the things that I wish weren’t true. I dream while I’m awake. I pick and choose memories to retain. Forgetting is my way of life. I randomly scan the book from heaven to avoid doubt and reservation to my faith. I drink and smoke to release tension and strain. I could live a life owning only a computer and a coffee. I’ve loved one man and will love him for rest of my messy life. I treasure friends like I treasure well not my life but my love ones. I ignore haters and whiners.

One sad fact about human nature is that we don’t seem to appreciate what we have until it’s gone. It's so sad...

Morning Prayer

God, whether I get anything else done today, I want to make sure that I spend time loving you and loving other people—because that is what life is all about.

Ever since I’ve started my addiction with writing, I intend to write about the real me. No pretensions just the true me. But when I started to key in words, lies start to appear on the line, it swiftly writes flawlessly the fake me. I want to stop. I just want to stop my mind from producing those lies but then a part of me loves it. It told me to let it be.

snap it up before my call time

Endless talking is my craft! I love my job!

I may say that the best job that really suits me is being a customer service rep. Ever since I love to talk. I love having a nice chat with anyone. So here I am luckily landed to a job where I could talk endlessly and paid of for it.

Loathes

when i'm craving for some sweets and i can't find one

traffic in EDSA

irate clients

dumb-founded

insomia

day-dreaming

no internet connection

the need to reformat my pc

pop-ups

rainy days

bored

NOTE: I'm done watching the Petshop of Horrors, Jigoku Shoujo, Papa to Kiss in the Dark... right now i'm looking for a new anime to watch...

Latest Addiction

Anime Addict

Aishiteruze Baby
Bleach
CLAMP School Detectives
Jigoku Shoujo
Card Captor Sakura
Chobits
Great Teacher Onizuka
Naruto
Detective Conan
Papa Kiss in the Dark

Book Addict

Danny Brown's books: The Da Vinci Code, Angels & Demons
Bob Ong's books: ABNKKBSNPLAKo, Paboritong Libro ni Hudas, Alamat ng Gubat, Stainless Longganisa
Bo Sanchez's books

Supposedly this goes to my journal but its way too superficial to be placed in there and I might end-up pulling it off and trash it out.

Well I just finished watching the entire 16-episode of Gokusen and it’s pretty cool. Shoot, I’m really hooked up with the anime these past few days, first the Detective Conan series and the 2 movie of it, R.O.D the TV, Gokusen and now the Aishiteruze Baby. I’m trying to find the rest of the episode of Alice Academy/Gakuen Alice but I can’t find the English sub of it. Oh well I’m trying to watch the Full Metal Alchemist and the Scrapped Princess but haven’t finish it yet because of the Paradise Kiss. Boy I can’t decide which one to watch first.

Gees, I’m so exhausted and pretty much worn-out coz of too much watching. The strenuous part is I often end up sleeping at six in the morning and still manage to continue watching when I woke up. Well that’s too much of me huh? But anyways I just love the mixed-up emotions when ever I’m move with the scene. Its kind a weird of me but I really cry and laugh just watching an anime, the heck with me.

Anyways, just right now I’m trying to finish the Aishiteru ze Baby. And the truth is I really love it. It’s so sweet. Somewhat like a platonic love from a 5-year old girl to her “elder sibling”. The good thing is they really love each other. Well, well, well it’s too much now. My eyes were dropping and I don’t think I can go on. I’m still at episode 12 and I’ve heard it’s a 20 something-episode.

I maybe the most gullible in the world, the girl marked with “good thing she’s smart because she’s not beautiful”, the weird and the loner but this is me! The heck i care 'bout them...