I don't
really like when the clock hits the 6 o'clock in the evening coz this bores me to death since Gian is akready asleep
at 6pm. And as usual i'll end up pressing the remote to Channel 46 which is "ANIMAX", so while watching those same old
episodes of anime, I often end up into throwing balls against the wall. And a gentle throw would do then after some throws
it snuggles me down.
Then I’ve realized something. Everything that will happen is in our hand. It just merely
depends to how much we throw the ball into the wall.
And a gentle throw would do then after some throws it snuggles me down.
Then I’ve realized something. Everything that will happen is in our hand. How
strong the ball bounces back to us simply depends to how much we give to it as we throw the ball into the wall.
11:00 pm
I’ve been tossing around in my bed but still I can’t sleep even though
my eyes were dropping so heavily. And this sprain in my arms really hurt. I got it when I fall coz of trying to save Gian
from falling on the floor.
October 5, 2006
2:36 am
I’m sorting my IE history when I’ve seen that I haven’t finish
the Karin anime and I kinda forgot what is it all about. Karin is a story of a vampire girl who’s unfortunately works
like the opposite of her true type. Instead of sucking bloods to human she injects blood to them, and what is more unusual
is she has this thing to those “unhappy type” of human. Her blood increases up to the extent of having some nosebleed
if she can’t bite that unhappy person. It’s so funny really, and the rest of her family is so hilarious too. She
has this clumsy vampire father named Henry and sexy and a little nasty mother named Carrera, a pervert brother (gees I forgot
his name) and a younger sister named Anju who’s a lot much more opposite to Karin and she’s so pretty too than
Karin. I’m done with episode 15 now and decided to stop right there to get some sleep.
3:01 am
Gian is still spinning and flipping in my bed and he’s even hitting my face.
Gees good thing he stop as I give him his milk. Got to go, I’m sleepy na.
12:18pm
I was so stunned waking up in Nina’s room; I can’t even remember moving
in there. I did move to her room an hour ago, she confirmed it. She woke me daw to watch over my nephew while she’s
taking a shower. I thought I over slept and take a nice walk while sleeping. Gee silly me!
7:22 pm
He’s asleep so I can do my stuff now. 5 hours to go and I’m 22! I really
don’t want to be 22!
11:01 pm
OMG I can’t access my IE. But I do have an Internet connection; well it shows
in the task bar (Local Area Connection/Speed: 100.0 Mbps/Status: Connected).
October 6, 2006
12:05 am
Nina just showed up in my room and blurt out at me with a “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!”
OMG it’s my birthday and I’m already 22!
1:26 am
I got some texts from my friends who remember my birthday!
3:25
am
My phone goes on tooting like crazy… it says “Happy Birthday!”
anyways gotta go! Good night!
1:05 pm
Nina woke me up. Donn bought a whole LECHON for my birthday! Wahehehe it’s
so yummy!
3:55 pm
He’s late again! I’ve been waiting for him for like 2 hours! Where could
he be?
10:01 pm
Just got home from a date! It’s exhausting! *toot toot toot*
October 7, 2006
10:01 pm
I still don’t have an IE connection and it’s killing me! How am I supposed
to update my website? I’m trying to fix it using the IE troubleshooter using the Help and Support but I really can’t
make it! It’s so frustrating really! Then I’ve tried installing an MSN Explorer but I can’t it still need
a net connection to process it! OMG what should I do now?
Here’s some of what I got from that Help and Support:
Internet Explorer Troubleshooter
What problem are you having?
I receive a "The page cannot be displayed" message. Or, I have some other problem
that keeps me from viewing Web pages.
I have difficulty downloading files from the Internet.
I receive an "Internal Page Fault in MSHTML.DLL" message.
My favorites don't appear on the Favorites menu.
I get a message when I try to type an address in the Address bar.
Internet Explorer prints blank pages or prints only the header and footer of a page,
or these problems appear in Print Preview.
I cannot modify the toolbars in Internet Explorer.
My computer stops responding while I'm scrolling through a Web page.
I want the troubleshooter to investigate settings on this computer.
NOTE:
the highlighted in red is what I have choose then proceed…
Next Page:
Do you experience the problem at more than one Web site?
Yes, I've tried several different Web sites and I cannot view any of them.
No, I only have trouble viewing one particular Web site.
Next Page:
Are you connected to the Internet?
Click Investigate to have the troubleshooter detect this for you. This might take
several minutes.
To view Web pages, you must be connected to the Internet using a network adapter
or a modem.
To verify that you have an active Internet connection, ping the Internet Protocol
(IP) address of your DNS server.
To determine the IP address of your DNS server
Open a Command Prompt window.
At the command prompt, type:
ipconfig /all.
Press ENTER.
The first address listed under DNS Servers is your primary DNS server.
To ping your DNS server
Open a Command Prompt window.
At the command prompt, type:
ping address
where address is the IP address of your DNS server.
Press ENTER.
Note
To open a Command Prompt window, click Start, point to All Programs, point to Accessories,
and then click Command Prompt. Or, if you have used Command Prompt before, click Start, and then click Command Prompt.
The ping command sends four packets of information to the address you specify, waits
for replies, and then displays the results. Near the bottom of the Command Prompt window is a summary similar to the following:
Ping statistics for 207.46.142.46:
Packets: Sent = 4, Received = 3, Lost = 1 (25% loss),
If three or four packets are received, your Internet connection is working.
If all four packets are lost, you are not connected to the Internet.
If two or three packets are lost, your Internet connection is not working correctly.
You might have problems with the hardware that connects you to your Internet service provider (ISP) or local area network
(LAN).
For assistance in troubleshooting Internet connection problems, go to the Networking
Troubleshooter.
Important
If you go to another troubleshooter, you will leave the Internet Explorer troubleshooter.
Can you ping your DNS server successfully?
Yes, my Internet connection is working, but I still have a problem.
No. I will go to another troubleshooter to address my Internet connection problem.
I want to skip this step and try something else.
See what I’ve been through just to fix this damn net connection? I’ve
even try the again using the instruction in “THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED” instruction but still I didn’t
work!
The Page Cannot Be Displayed
The page you are looking for is currently unavailable. The Web site might be experiencing
technical difficulties, or you may need to adjust your browser settings.
-------------------------------------------------------------------
Please try the following:
Click the Refresh button, or try again later.
If you typed the page address in the Address bar, make sure that it is spelled correctly.
To check your connection settings, click the Tools menu, and then click Internet
Options. On the Connections tab, click Settings. The settings should match those provided by your local area network (LAN)
administrator or Internet service provider (ISP).
See if your Internet connection settings are being detected. You can set Microsoft
Windows to examine your network and automatically discover network connection settings (if your network administrator has
enabled this setting).
Click the Tools menu, and then click Internet Options.
On the Connections tab, click LAN Settings.
Select Automatically detect settings, and then click OK.
Some sites require 128-bit connection security. Click the Help menu and then click
About Internet Explorer to determine what strength security you have installed.
If you are trying to reach a secure site, make sure your Security settings can support
it. Click the Tools menu, and then click Internet Options. On the Advanced tab, scroll to the Security section and check settings
for SSL 2.0, SSL 3.0, TLS 1.0, and PCT 1.0.
Click the Back button to try another link.
Cannot find server or DNS Error
Internet Explorer
October 8, 2006
2:51 am
Until now I still don’t have a net connection and it bores me to death…
An hour ago I’ve tried to master the Adobe Photoshop and Image Ready but it’s too hard. So I thought of finding
something to do… now I’m reading now the “DREAMWEAVER4/FIREWALL4” book so I’ll update you later
okay?
4:34 pm
Since I still don’t have the net connection, I’ve tried some other things
to do than hauling my entire cp just to know what the problem. So I took those chic magazine and try to flipping it out ‘til
something will catch my attention. Boy its way too old to look at, if I'm not mistaken the last time I bought a
magazine was last year.
11:05 pm
Just done watching some nice movie on the cable… good thing there’s a
bunch of them today so I wasn’t really that bored throughout the day. I felt so tired today though I didn’t do
anything that tiring. I still have this slight pain in my arm but my back aches more. Damn this sleeping position that I can’t
rid off!
11:50 pm
Just finish doing some pose, yah you heard me right, snapshots! What else can
I do? No net, no phone, good thing there’s electricity! Oh by the way I’ve made this camera thing just now…pretty
chic huh?
Oh yah an hour ago I was looking with old magazines when I saw this pretty dress
and outfit that could be mixed up together for a brand new look. What do you think? And I’ve even seen those nice
wedding gowns!
October 9, 2006
12:23 am
We don’t what went wrong, the phone line is down and so as the internet connection.
And I can see that there’s something wrong with our electricity too. It’s kinda super duper weak; it can’t
even handle that much when the electric fan, TV and computer were on. The fan slows down instantly. The lights just get dimmer.
So is it still coz of that incident happen during the typhoon MELINYO?
12:53 am
I can’t think of anything to write.
I’m so sleepy and I’m really into
writing right now.
Anyways let us call it a night!
Good night!
11:05 am
He’s asleep so its blogging time. You know what for so many months, today is
the first time that I woke up so early in the morning. Nina woke me up for like 7
am to watch him over; I mean to watch Gian coz she needs to go to the “THE ALLEY”. Good
news right, coz I’m learning to wake up that early, well with the help of my coffee to energize me a little coz I’m
a bit sleepy an hour ago.
Donn bought a router and its good news too!
9:43 pm
Got something for me?No new things to know?Tsk tsk tsk… life sucks!
How am I supposed to look forward for tomorrow if my daily life is a mess and boring!
October 11, 2006
8:01 am
I’m waiting for Sandy. Well it’s kinda
early pa!
10:35 pm
Just got home! I spent the whole day wandering and strolling in the malls from Ayala
to Cubao. It was fun though tiring. Well of course I enjoyed it most coz I’m with Sandy the whole day. And oh
I got this new canister from the Zagu. I’ll really wanna put its pix but I can’t download the pix right now. Too
bad! But it is neat and pretty! It has this so Halloween styles and it has this question that asks “What’s your
VOODOO Personality?” and it has these 5 different images of voodoo dolls:
ZACK:
The Thinker
He decides. He controls. The guy who knows it all.
MIZZY:
The Sassy Girl
She’s sweet. She’s lovely. She melts the heart of many.
ZHAGGY:
The Frankster
He’s hip. He’s funny. For sure he loves to party.
ZYKE:
The Zupahstah
She plays. She rocks. The deep and silent punk.
RUZZ:
The Boy-Next-Door
He’s charming. He’s sporty. He’s the man, absolutely.
October 12, 2006
8:49 pm
Whoa! I haven’t been too tired like this before! This day was so stressful
and too tiring. Got to go, I’m too sleepy to spend another more minute to write something. Good night!
October 13, 2006
1:12 pm
I’m a bit stressed out and frazzled coz too much thinking with my current life
right now. It even gives me sleepless nights. Got a bulgy eye bags and a pretty fine lines on my forehead! I’m 22 and
it’s time for me to more realistic and practical. I’ll go famished to death if I won’t act now. I need to
come up with a perfect plan.
5:29 pm
I’m currently transferring some MP3 songs to my computer. Well of course it’s
all love song. Hopelessly romantic alright! Gees it’s a lot more like me! Hehehe! And oh trying to read a part of the
XP Bible e-Book that I have downloaded recently.
9:05 pm
I’m having some hard time to sleep these past few days. As I my back touch
the sheets of bed, I just can’t help it but my mind travels through time like imagining things, dreaming of some beautiful
thoughts, minding problem at hand and etc. So what am I supposed to do? Sleepless night is killing me.
11:00 pm
My head is spinning! My heart wobble dabbles! My thoughts astray! My soul is coy!
We had a stupid fight and for some reason, I don’t know if we could fix it up.
October 14, 2006
1:12
am
I think I’m insane! What do you think? Coz if I’m not, why do I’m having this
thought of ending my suffering through suicide? I used to have this notion that only crazy people would think of suicides
as a solution to a problem. Then now I’m in the midst of asking myself whether I’m sane or not. If you’d
think of it (I mean my problem) it wasn’t that hard really (well if I’ll lie). I just can forget it like the way
I always do. Forgetting works perfectly to me but it’s just that sometimes I’m having some trouble of forgetting
some parts. Boy I even doubt myself now.
9:28 am
Good thing I’ve manage to put him to sleep. Well today is just another day
for me to spend irrationally. Well I’m kinda fed up with this routine now. Well I knew you do know me that way right?
I hate living a life in routine. I want a day different from yesterday and so as the next day. Much not like a typical life
huh?
10:00 am
Just receive a text message from a friend that says “TRIALS don’t come
to make us FALL, but for us to look for GOD and CALL. Trials don’t serve as KEY to HATE, but rather doors to greater
FAITH.” It kinda put me into a deep thinking to what am I doing with those trials and how did I handle and reacted about
it.
Wow! It indeed brought me a lot of HATRED, not just with God, with life, with fate
even with myself.
12:03 pm
I have a story to tell you! Actually a friend sends it to me!
Cinderella at the night of the ball had a great time with the Prince. Yet when
midnight came she chose to run away. Nevertheless, the night made her
so happy.
LESSON:
It doesn’t take forever to make you happy. A moment can do if you put your
heart to it. Never think of the future or the past. Enjoy the present and make the most of it.
2:16 pm
If days were as bored as today, I really won’t mind taking a ride to hell.
4:18 pm
I’ve found a bunch of wonderful CD’s from their collection. So here I
am hurriedly inserted it to my drive and copy it… Hehehe!
10:34 pm
One sad fact about human nature is that we don’t seem to appreciate what we
have until it’s gone. That’s how I’m feeling today. So much has happened since I’ve quit my job as
a customer service representative. Staying at home wasn’t my craft really. Well I admit that I’m kinda sorry but
I just can’t snatch it to bring it back. I guess I deserve it anyways.
11:05 pm
Life got really tough. I have nothing and there’s nothing to lose now. I miss
my best friends Maricar, Mita, and Wina. What I really need at times like this were my friends to talk to.
October 15, 2006
12:09 am
Wonderful memories with my friends were all I had and just the thought of it makes
me cry. We’ve gone to different ways and live different lives now. Well I guess I’m all alone now.
8:48 am
Good morning! I haven’t talk to him. Not yet, coz I’m not ready. Well
there’s so much to do today!
10:18 am
Just now as I’m staring at my nephew’s angelic face while sleeping (he’s
more cuter now coz he’s sucking his thumb) I’ve realize something though I’m a bit sorry for myself for
quitting my job, I am still glad that I did that, well if I haven’t jump off to that idea I won’t be here now
tending and taking good care of Gian. It’s such a privilege to take care a child while you’re still single (well
that’s my opinion, so you guys don’t have agreed).
11:00 am
Maybe this is the feeling of all those Mother out there while they’re staring at their baby
on their crib contented, at peace, unexplainable happiness and so much bliss. Well I may sound exaggerated but I’m so
often at a loss every time I’m watching him sleeping.
3:36 pm
When I’m back with my usual life again, I will surely miss this very moment with him. It
has never been the same since I’ve started to baby sit him and I know it will never be the same again. Oh I just love
getting a glimpse of him.
7:55 pm
When there are times that when you look at me so wasted but still smiling it’s
because I’m happy having my nephews, niece, friends and family with me.
9:03 pm
So I figured I might as well write in this document and just get it over with for
the day. I don’t really like writing anything right now.
October 16, 2006
12:51 am
Out of all the twists and turns that I did I just can’t put myself to sleep.
BTW today is Daisy’s birthday! I better text her at once before my UNLIMITEXT expired.
8:29 am
There’s nothing much to say really. As I woke up, I don’t even want to
stand up and face the day.
2:35 pm
Another day spent in imprudently! What else to expect with a dumb ass like me anyways.
Well it’s too early for say that anyways, the day is not over yet. I still have a lot of time to do things in my way!
3:55 pm
He hasn’t got up yet so I’m trying to find something sensible to do.
Oh by the way I got some wonderful CDs and it’s so cute, it’s a “I Love My Baby 2”, “Lullabies”,
and “Baby Genius”.
5:47 pm
I feel like I’m not in a good shape today. I felt a little dizziness an hour
ago and because I carelessly skip my breakfast and lunch again. But I’m bit better now though my body still trembling
a bit. I’m such a fool! Skipping a breakfast is okay but with lunch too surely isn’t acceptable.
6:01 pm
My mother used to tell me not to skip a single meal coz chances are that I might
go insane and I have a history of Ulcer. I’m so stubborn and the outcome is this, I’m shivering coz of missing
out some meals!
8:51 pm
I’m staring the ceiling impassively for an hour and so now and no matter how
much I give some thoughts about it I just can’t come up a reason lucidly of this emptiness that I’m feeling right
now. How can I be this dumb?
October 17, 2006
8:55 am
As I’ve expected after that long cry last night, I have a swelling eyes today
and it’s so obvious. Hope no one will ask me anything bout it.
10:44 am
I’m trying to forget the incident last night and to pretend that he didn’t
ask me that. But it echoes in my mind as if it was already programmed to come out somewhere whenever I’m preoccupied.
11:01 am
Am I nuisance? Do I have place to go in this chaotic life? Am I destined to be miserable
forever?
8:58 pm
Claire, Red and Jessel arrived an hour ago. We’ve decided not to sleep tonight.
Whoa it’s “GOSSIPING TIME!”
October 18, 2006
1:04 am
We’re still all up! Just wanna put something here coz I might not be able to
update it until morning coz we’re not planning to sleep tonight.
1:43 pm
They just left awhile ago. So here I am struggling not to fall asleep while watching
Gian playing. But I’m really sleepy. My eyes were dropping.
7:47 pm
Gees, Gian wasn’t in good mood today! He was so grumpy and he wants to be carried
at all times. Good thing I’ve been able to put him to sleep. I’m so damn sleepy and so worn out!
October 19, 2006
7:05 am
Gian woke me up so early, good thing I sleep early last night. Well I need to put
him to sleep later coz I have date. And we will gonna met at 11 am
10:05 am
Lynie isn’t home yet. She runs an errand to pay the electric bill and I’m
gonna be late! OMG I think someone just ring the bell outside, it must be him!
9:45 pm
Just got home and I’m exhausted. Hehehe! Today is a great day! And oh I say
Jepoy on out way to the mall, had a little chit-chat with him. He’s still in West and recently got promoted… and
I’m so happy for him. And the awful part is when I got home I have some colds! And I’m still sneezing like hell!
11:05 pm
My colds weren’t getting better. And it’s the sinusitis
that’s upsetting me much. Anyways I need to rest a little earlier tonight coz I don’t think I could stand this
pain any longer.
October 20, 2006
8:54 am
I’m not feeling well today than yesterday. I can hardly breathe with my clogged
nose and it makes me cry! It’s really depressing catching a cold!
10:36 am
I’ve managed to put him to sleep though I’m not that well. Guess I need
to sleep too while he’s asleep.
October 22, 2006
11:15 am
I’m
rushing myself to finish my work while he’s still asleep; I gazed blankly at my monitor, what to write is all I have
in mind. Gees its getting into my nerve! I’m totally hopeless.
October 23, 2006
1:54 am
It’s
so quiet outside! Its dawn already and with the little light from lampshade I could see her (Lynie) silhouette crouching and
well she’s fast asleep on the couch. I’ve
been flipping and tossing the whole night and I just can’t sleep.
October 24, 2006
12:12 am
The
past weeks were more loaded than usual. I can’t even enjoy a plopped in the sofa and watch favorite cartoon series.
Sigh. Gees I’m so tired.
October
25, 2006
1:05
am
I'm
bored to death so I thought of writing something abotu me in a Question and Answer way...
How
would you describe yourself?
I
may say I’m a bit optimistic. I try to enjoy things in life. I find pleasure having a coffee and a book, hanging with
my friends and having a good conversations with them. I love fashion; I love to travel, to sleep, to browse the net and
to eat.
Tell
us more about you.
I’m
a cry-baby. I cry over the smallest things. A movie makes me cry whenever I’m touched, I cry even when I’m happy.
I’m upset when I’m bored.